Hate to say i don't share same thing as you. So, Please read. A book contain lifetime experience. As you read book suppose you read a book a month. That mean 12 book per year. Think for once how effort it's required to write them. So, cultivate a reading book. There is no problem not able to finish book. Reading one page is also good sign. Eventually You will come to a point where you love reading. Well Till High school i was average with average grade. But thing started to change after couple of year when i started to readbook. To be honest i wasn't good at text book but i love to read in pdf file. So, Now problem is where can i get pdf??. After lil bit of digging i found some website Hopefully this would help You get started
pdfdrive.com
https://libgen.is/
https://epdf.pub/
https://freepdf-books.com/
https://libgen.pw/
pdfdrive.com
https://libgen.is/
https://epdf.pub/
https://freepdf-books.com/
https://libgen.pw/